cozy green

- nevada green t-shirt
- green short denim from my mom
- 'bludru' bracelet
- red cozy jacket from my aunt

back to december

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

my room's background

my fotobox :D

bracelet

this a few of a lot of my bracelet. i got it from traditional market in Jogja, and others :D

for my lookbook's new look

bedak bb

ceritanya aku lagi nyusun list 'yang harus dibawa waktu study tour'. udah beberapa nomor, trus dhea ngajak ke kamar mandi.
udah, balik ke kelas lagi...
dhea : eh, aku ya mau buat ah
dian : hmm
dhea : nyilih gonamu
dian : jiah
trus dhea asik nulis, beberapa baris, kadang liat punya ku, trus dia menemukan tulisan janggal di list punyaku di bagian mekap.
dhea : bedak bb?
dian : ha? ramudeng?
dhea : bb punya bedak to?
dian : ngakak
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bb punya bedak!! kamu udah punya belom? -_-

sajak angin, senja dan hujan

Angin tidak ingin terlihat, ia tidak ingin ditangkap. Ia ingin bebas seperti burung yang menumpangnya. Ia hanya ingin mengahmpirimu, lalu membelaimu, memanjakanmu, lalu pergi lagi. Membiarkanmu terlena sejenak. Jangan biarkan berlalu. Tangkap dia, hirup dalam-dalam, lalu biarkan dia memanjakan paru-parumu. Jika sudah selesai, biarkan dia terbang kembali.

          Senja. Sajak diantara matahari dan lipatan-lipatan pegnungan yang hampir meluncur meninggalkan hari. Saat-saat yang megah, awan menari dengan sinaran matahari. Masing-masing bertabrakan membentuk warna seindah mungkin. Seakan tidak akan ada lagi senja berikutnya. Tapi ia bimbang. Sayang untuk melewatkan pagi hari yang begitu bersemangat penih canda dan tawa. Dan tak ingin melewatkan malam yang tenang, penih kedamaian. Karena ia sudah berjanji menemani bintang dan menyandarkan peluhnya pada bulan.

          Langit beradu petang bersama awan. Membuatnya tampak petang, suram. Lalu mereka meneteskan peluhnya ke bumi. Hujan. Membasahi permukaan yang sudah kepanasan bergelut dengan matahari. Memberi harapan akan tumbuh kembali. Menyuguhkan kesegaran ditengah kebersamaan. Aku tak pernah menyesali hujan, karena ia menjanjikanku pelangi.

hening

aku merangkai huruf diatas kertas
mereka menari, membentuk kata
lalu bernyanyi, merapatkan baris
bergandengan melantunkan kalimat
aku menulis tentangmu, tentang cinta
aku tidak ingin kau tau
aku hanya ingin menulis

lol

eh udah ngerti :) ahaha

bingung

cara ganti judul blog gimana sih?

ehem

dari tadi coba upload foto gak bisa teruuuus.

tapi asiknya, dari tadi siang lookbooking, keren, seru. :) jadi tertarik sama fashion. sayangnya jarang lookbookers moslem, hehe.

hi

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