Rabu, 10 Agustus 2011

Superday! August 10 2011

good morning. i wrote this post when i got meal. did you got your fasting till this day? i hope so.
yesterday, Wednesday. yesterday, i got an iftar with my old friend at first grade of senior high school. its so cool, ypu know? we were laughing like we did it before separated by the second grade. they still cool, laugh, and still crazy. oh God, i miss them. thanks for giving me a superday with them.
not only iftar. after it, after we got out from the restaurant, the boys were looking for a mosque for pray maghrib. while i with pipit and dhea were buying some fireworks and firecrackers for the next destination. ya, we will have played fireworks and firecrackers at manahan.wait, i have my pray magrib first with pipit at the restaurant. so, i could go to bought fireworks.
okay, after the boys got their pray, we went to manahan to playing our fireworks and firecrackers. and this is the superday. the boys were throwing a firecrackers to the girls and made them shouted out loud. hahaha. this is funny guys. we were laughing, shouting, and joking like we don't have a load. till i forgot that i will have an exams and some homework for tomorrow. hey, we could rent it from our friend, right? :p ya, and when its almost done, i and sammy were hiding one of my friend's cloth that he offs it at her motorcycle. hahahaha, and he (who looses he cloth) said there's an important letters he must find at that cloth. mess. so, sammy gots it back to him.
lastly, my friend, Laksita had an closing messages for us. she said thanks for this superday, thanks for coming to the iftar. she hopes that we can do this again next year, maybe.
and so do i, i hope we're never separated by the time. i love you guys.
and thanks God, bigthanks♥

Sabtu, 06 Agustus 2011

i don't know why, because of Tyler's spirit, i want to write a letters to God from now. and maybe, i will write it on my every next post. i wish God read it and make it happen. the key is just 'believe'

My Letters to God

this is sunday, and this is first sunday on Ramadhan. i certainly will feel very hungry today, cause all the time i through today is doing nothing. i don't know what to do till now.
but, i've got one inspiring film this morn. ya, i woke up at 7.30 am this morning. not really bad, right? i remember i rent a film few days ago, and i watch it yet. i just copy it to my pc, so i can watch it whenever i want. and i watched it this morning. i haven't tell you the title, ya? haha the title was Letters To God. just from the title, i already now that this film must be sad, touching, and anything which can make me cry. and from the synopsis that i've read when i rent this film.
this film is tell us about a boy who got an rare cancers which  already acute. and so sadly, he's writing lots of letter to God. he says about her mom, her brother, her best friend, and everything he wanna asks. he asks to God to take care of his all special persons. he wanna says thank to God to send a mom like her mom, she asks to God to caring her brother who doesn't got enough concern from his mother, she says thank to God for send him a great best friend like Sam. and many more.
here is some pics.
it was a cover of this film on my country.
this is Tyler, that i've told you
and this is Tyler with her brother and his best friend.
and i say you should watch this film. should! mustly! i don't know why lately i often rent a film which is tell about kids who got an cancer or other bad sickness. but believe it or not, i got little lesson how to believe on God for everything he says. how to passes our grateful life gratefully. because God is always there, waits you to come to his legs. so, pray everything you want to pray, undoubtedly God will give you ways to get her heaven. don't ever says that God is not fair, is not hear your pray. you totally wrong to say like that. when you far away from God, God will more far away from you. because 'God is always following her slave's prejudice"
and on my own letters to God, i wanna say thanks to gave me an great live like this, i wish i could closer with God, and if You can, please give me a people who can be me chairmate tomorrow. thanks.

Jumat, 05 Agustus 2011

time change, people change

hello. im writing bout my best friend in some of my post a few months ago. at that time, i felt so complete, because i have friend which is kind and the other kind. you know? i felt luck enough to get some friends like them. i felt i don't wanna left them, don't wanna far away from them, don't wanna forgetting all bout them. i felt like, i won't have another friend, another best friend like them, just one, them.
but now, i feel bad. you know? this noon, i sat beside my best friend that i won't mention it here. on that desk, i want talking with her, because i have no talk with her. i miss her. i miss the way we went together at the rest time, we taking photos... etc. no, i don't wanna talk about this anymore. and in that desk, i felt like, im not there. she talk and laughing with her new friends while im just doing nothing. it feels soo painful. not only her, but one of my friend that i know well, isn't greeting me at that time, he's just walking in front of me and talking with his friend.
and from that small accident, now, i feel like have no best friend anymore. do you think im crying now? at least, no, im not. because when im crying, its not bringing my best friends go back to who is she before.
ya, "time change, people change". now, i know the meaning of that quote. the time goes by, people meet with new friend, new people, and and the time dragging them into new world that i've ever know before. maybe in my new class, i will find my new friend too. but i get them yet for now.
i feel much better, because i have one, only one friend now. i wish she won't change too. because i love her.